The Dream Log

I dreamt that I was all alone, surrounded by darkness. I wasn’t even sure if I existed. I couldn’t speak, touch, see or hear anything; I could only think.

I thought about death; where I would go after I died, who I would see, what would happen.

I could feel myself becoming overwhelmed with fear because I knew that when I died I died and when you die you’re gone and when you’re gone you’re nothing and when you’re nothing you’re forgotten and when you’re forgotten it’s like you never even existed and your existence was pointless and I wasn’t going to heaven or hell or seven virgins I was just going to nonexistence where I couldn’t care or love or cry or smile or laugh because when I was dead then I’d be dead and when you’re dead then you are gone.

Yeah, that’s my thought process when I’m asleep.

-Alex.